Scared.

Packing, list writing, panicking. 

Five & a half hours on a plane with Norah??

Love that girl but try to sit still with her for 20 minutes

and you will see that we have a major problem here.

She looks innocent enough right???

Hahahahahaha.  Ha.

I'm not even worried about Ava.  Maybe I should be, but I'm not.

 Even waking her up at 4 am is not scaring me

(although it should)

but I think my worry over Norah is over shadowing

any concerns I have with how Ava will do.

It's this Can't Sit Still Girl, Not Able to Sleep in People's Arms Girl I am worried about.

I generally try not to indulge in worrying.  What is the point??

 The bad thing either happens or it doesn't but worrying about

it only makes it sort of happen either way, if that makes sense.

If your mind is consumed with the fear of something

happening you are basically living it twice, if it actually 

does occur.

 So I guess I am TRYING not to worry

but rather be super prepared with things 

that will make the plane ride go smoother.

We have a 6 hour trip, we will need some 

prayers, luck and VODKA for sure.

Super worth it even if it goes terribly,

soon we will be in MEXICO!!! YAY!