Scared.
Packing, list writing, panicking. Five & a half hours on a plane with Norah?? Love that girl but try to sit still with her for 20 minutes and you will see that we have a major problem here. She looks innocent enough right??? Hahahahahaha. Ha. I'm not even worried about Ava. Maybe I should be, but I'm not. Even waking her up at 4 am is not scaring me (although it should) but I think my worry over Norah is over shadowing any concerns I have with how Ava will do. It's this Can't Sit Still Girl, Not Able to Sleep in People's Arms Girl I am worried about. I generally try not to indulge in worrying. What is the point?? The bad thing either happens or it doesn't but worrying about it only makes it sort of happen either way, if that makes sense. If your mind is consumed with the fear of something happening you are basically living it twice, if it actually does occur. So I guess I am ...